Bittersweet Life...

Friday, September 23, 2005

it's over. the paper tt is. exam period is over. izzit worth celebratin? i dunno... wat i noe is tt i cant do anything but juz havta wait for the results... wont talk abt the paper. no pt.

went home, washed up, packed my stuff and went down to siglap. followed the sec 2s to hq... saw a few familiar faces. juraimi, dominic, clara.... and FIRDAUS. hahhha.... had fun doin the duty. dun mind if i had to do it again.

the sec 2 girls were pretty afraid b4 the shootin. they had the i-want-to-go-home-i-dun-want-to-try look.. heh.... poor thing la... they were really scared. of everything. of doin mistakes. of not being able to pull the trigger. aiyoh. i was sooo tired, encouragin them.. ensurin them. but oh wells, everythin ended well.

im pissed of at someone who i call a fren. im angry coz i feel really betrayed. i dunno wat to do. i dunno wat to say. i tot she was worth all my layan-ing. sheesh. guess im wrong. do i dare say tt i rather lose a fren like this than waitin for the time to talk to the 'fren'? maybe yes. duh. my trust with her is being lead down the drain.... afterall these yrs. forgetten the shit she created a few mths ago. and now these. so much for close fren. so much for 'tak makan kwn'. bullshit. im sooo pissed off. will i talk to her if i see her? i dunno. maybe yes. maybe no. but, prolly ill try to ignore her... and, then, ill have my mood swings. i can predict the stuff tt's gonna happen. i changed my perspective of her once... but i scolded myself for doin tt. but now, i think i did the rite thing. maybe i should stick to the new perspective.

acap: heh... thanks wan... u're a great motivater. insya'Allah everything will turn out fine. u take care of urself also...
feli: thanks hun... muackss!
elfi: aiyoh... y u say tt...? hahha... we'll meet up soon kz...
zulu: hahaha... okok... u guys were a fun bunch. sth wat i really needed durin the study session =)
lala: gilerr..
yunique: i miss u too.. wish we can hang out together one day....
ah boi: thanky-thankies~

Smashed into pieces at 9/23/2005 11:25:00 PM